My Biggest Regret

 "Regret", a haunting word that unfortunately I'm very familiar with. When speaking of one's biggest regret people often reflect on monumental moments in their life, such as decling a job offer or forming relationships with bad people. For me it wasn't so much a spur of the moment decision, but a lifestyle. For years I was living a life of conforming myself to fit the opinions of those around me. I spent majority of my time worrying about what others thought of me, and I worked relentlessly on pleasing those around me. I became someone that fit everyone's idea of who I was "supposed to be", while I should have been becoming the person I was "meant to be". I was so wrapped up in the thoughts of others that I lost sight of the opinion that truly mattered - my own. I concluded that I'm my happiest when I am unapologetically myself. I'm still discovering what kind of woman I truly am at my core and the kind of woman aspire to be, but I've come far from the girl who I used to be. If I could go back and have one do over, I would live for myself rather than live for those around me. 

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